a life
Thy' Ladies
Profile.TIFFANY(!)
The full name is Tiffany Kim.
A mix of Korean-Chinese-Japanese.
Sixteen this year.
I get older every 6th May.
Pink and Black is ♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Single; Complicated
STACY(!)
The full name is Stacy Kwon.
A mix of Korean-Chinese-Japanese.
Sixteen this year.
I get older every 21st May.
Blue and Black is ♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Single; Carefree
CLOE(!)
The full name is Cloe Ahn.
A mix of Korean-Chinese.
Sixteen this year.
I get older every 31st May.
Orange and Purple is ♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Single; Over it!
MIKEY(!)
The full name is Danielle Mikey James.
Just pure French
I get older every 7th July.
Black and Silver is♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Attached; Happy
for these
Wants & Wishes
Wish for Peace, Love & Joy; Cliche? Wish for Everyone to be happy
Wish for Black Nokia E72
Wish for
I want Cake, Candy, Chocolate.!
Speak Up
tagboard
thank you note
links
Designer: Shaddie/PamelaBackground:;D
Sing to me
Lalala
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April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010
but it's near to impossible.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
7:34 AM
Memories replaying in my mind like a black and white movie;Sentences replaying in my mind like an old broken record;
Every photo, every letter reminds me of days back then;
Every old voice message, every old message saved on my phone reminds me of your presence; Every step I take reminds me of the long walks we've taken;
Every old piece of paper you scribbled on reminds me of countless days you stayed up for me, helping me with work.
Every song you played for me, every song you sang for me is my lullaby;
You always let me tease you, poke fun at you and never once did you get mad at me;
You always protected me from any kind of harm;
When I scraped my knee or hurt myself, you would come and nurse me and console me, stopping my tears;
When people ganged up against me, you would stand in front of me like my shield;
Always when I cried, you were always there by my side, wiping my tears away;
Never once did you not forgive me, never once did you tell my secrets;
Laying down on my bed night after night, I just can't sleep. Anyone, help? Memories of my childhood days with my closest friends haunting me. Those days in Switzerland where I met Mikey, Shawn, Rmk, Nate. Memories flooding back to me.
Wonder if anyone remembers back when I was only 5, we were once brought for a family farm stay at Perth. You and I woke up especially early and took a walk together at the farm. I being the naughty little girl when I was young ran around and accidently broke an egg that the Hen just 'gave birth' to. Becoming flustered, I cried and ran to you. You looked at me and told me, " Its okay, tiff. I'm here ". You took the blame when we were asked with me hiding behind you the entire time. This may sound childish to you readers, but back than when I was 5... it meant alot.
And then, I thought, you were like my hero then. The pillar I leaned on. Everytime I got scolded, everytime I got into trouble, everytime I got bullied for the weirdest reasons like being asia, you were always there.
Always.
Everytime I wanted something, needed company, needed help with anything from homework to persuading my parents to let me out, you were always there. Always.
But now, always is impossible.
Then I thought how stupid I have been to ignore your feelings. How stupid I was to let you slip through my fingers. I was the one that had the choice, but blinded by all I had, I chose the other. Hence, I have no rights whatsoever to decide anymore. I gave up my chance. Its my fault. No one elses.
No one.
Empty.
Torned apart.
Alone.
xoxo,
Tiffany