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TIFFANY(!)
The full name is Tiffany Kim.
A mix of Korean-Chinese-Japanese.
Sixteen this year.
I get older every 6th May.
Pink and Black is ♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Single; Complicated

STACY(!)
The full name is Stacy Kwon.
A mix of Korean-Chinese-Japanese.
Sixteen this year.
I get older every 21st May.
Blue and Black is ♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Single; Carefree

CLOE(!)
The full name is Cloe Ahn.
A mix of Korean-Chinese.
Sixteen this year.
I get older every 31st May.
Orange and Purple is ♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Single; Over it!

MIKEY(!)
The full name is Danielle Mikey James.
Just pure French
this year.
I get older every 7th July.
Black and Silver is♥
Inhabited in Institut Le Rosey.
Attached; Happy

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Wants & Wishes

Wish for Peace, Love & Joy; Cliche?
Wish for Everyone to be happy
Wish for Black Nokia E72
Wish for F21 Metal Frame Wallet
I want Cake, Candy, Chocolate.!

Speak Up

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thank you note

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Designer: Shaddie/Pamela
Background:;D

Sing to me

Lalala

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Tiffany here. Its been sometime since I blogged ehh? Seems like Stace, Mikey and Cloe are keeping the blog alive. (: I wonder if people read my posts. But well, I just want to pen down things that have happened and my thoughts. I've been busy these days. But I am enjoying this busy feeling. Not enough time to use for thinking all those stupid things.

Btw, did i tell you guys I am blogging with my lappie next to the lake. How I love this place. Almost no one ever comes here. And that's great at that. I like practicing Ballet here. (: Every time I want to shout out load about how I am great and happy, words just remind stuck. I'll try, one day, i will stand proud shouting and telling the world I am happy. Alone.

Even though Erik made things turn weird. And all the guys left. But he still sticks by me no matter what. Its nice of him. But its difficult to accept his feelings. I just cant. He is a nice guy. He can find a nicer girl. Brian too. He is a nice guy. He can find a nicer girl. Shawn too. Nate too. All nice people. Always so ready to give in to me. Always being there. Thank you guys. ILY.
And he, already has a nice girl. (':

I am sorry, Erik. I really am. I'll try to forget him. No, I WILL forget him. But whether I can accept another? I cant be sure. I am sorry Shawn. I am sorry Nathan. I am sorry Brian. I am sorry everyone. I am sorry Rainie. I am sorry. Very, very sorry.

Well, I am gonna be happy. But this is tiring. Very. But its fine. Its for the sake of the two of them. (: If they are happy together, I am happy. Lets post some happy things. I love the little children I am looking after. They are super cute! I want children like that if I ever have children!



This is EunMi. Coincidentally she is my mother's friend's daughter! And she is under my care. She's a really sweet girl. She saw me cry the other day. * how embarrassing * And she came up to me and offered to "teach the person that made me cry a lesson ". LOL. Obviously i told Eunmi I am fine and that sometimes in certain situations, leaving it to be might be a good choice.



This is Adriel. I took this picture this morning when i brought him to the stables for his horse riding class. He was so reluctant this morning! But after he finished that class he told me " Big sister Fany!! I wamma ( he cant say wanna :O ) ride the horse tomowwow ( he cant saw tomorrow too. :O ). " He's such a cutie pie. xD Every morning when I go find his to bring him to class he always goes " Big sister Fany! Imma gib ya a pink candy! ". Sweet ain't he? :D

Okay there is no other way I can contact you so I hope you still read this blog. Rmk, Eunmi and Adriel are looking for you. They told me to tell you they miss their " Pappi ". Do call them. They miss you.

I need to thank my besties who never fail to stand up for me.
Mikey, Cloe, Stacy, Joyce.

Thank you Stace for looking after me even though i am supposed to be the oldest.
Thank you Stace for always being there when I need help with anything.
Thank you Stace for being like the other me ever since we were babies.
Thank you Stace for keeping a clear head no matter what we are about to face.
Thank you Stace, for being who you are.

Thank you Mikey for the hug every morning to reassure me I still am here with you guys.
Thank you Mikey for those movie trips you always make us go to, to make me not think so much.
Thank you Mikey for those motivating msges you sent to me before every class.
Thank you Mikey for always trying to drag me out of my room to go out for a walk.
Thank you Mikey, for being who you are.

Thank you Cloe for always being the energy bunny amongst us.
Thank you Cloe for always asking me out to watch your games.
Thank you Cloe for those little gifts, be it a smiley sticker to new clothes.
Thank you Cloe for asking out to race snails and laughing our heads off.
Thank you Cloe, for being who you are.

Thank you Joyce for the long distance calls to make sure I am alright.
Thank you Joyce for always counting me in to anything you've planned.
Thank you Joyce for always giving me words of affirmation.
Thank you Joyce for those spa sessions where we could talk about anything under the sun.
Thank you Joyce, for being who you are.

And definitely I have to thank Ian, Jonny, Bobbi, Mitsu, Shawn, Nate, Brian, Yiting, Kim, Meow, Rainie.

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Ian, nothing needs to be said between us right?
You know I have got your back.
I will be here no matter what.
If you are tired you know Tiffany will always let you put down that mask and let out out feelings.
I read your blog Ian. You are just like a older brother to me.
So please, promise me you let me be there for you?
I wont ask you to promise to cheer up, promise to be happy.
All I need is a promise to let me be there for you.
ILY Ian.

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Can I just keep you in the corner of my heart and tell everyone you are gone from my heart?
I don't know;
Can I put on this smile and walk forward with everyone else?
I don't know;
Can I still accept another to replace what you are to me?
I don't know;
Can I still be who I was?
I don't know;

Looking at those pretty little gifts you bought;
Looking at the pink bedspread that you said you hated but have always lied on;
Looking at the childhood pictures that were filled to the brim with memories;
Looking at the window you always climbed out from;
Looking at the little straw hearts you gave me everytime I did well for something, ever since I was 5;
Looking at my first ballet flats that you bought for me;

Looking at the past and not moving forward.




"Sometimes you dont realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you."

xoxo,
Tiffany