Friday, May 15, 2009
3:17 AM
Tiffany here.
Life is Complicated. Never thought I would say that. But yes, Life is complicated.
I am not saying I am not blessed to have people to care for me. But, I don't want to hurt people.
All the friends I have around me are just like family. I don't want to hurt people.
As selfish as I may seem, I ultimately just don't want to have an ending whereby anyone is hurt.
I have been very selfish, no?
Hurting people seem to be my
speciality. I hurt
Kea, Jared, Brian, Shawn. Everyone.
Gosh. I am so sinful, no? All my fault. God, now i sound like a damsel in distress.
Whats wrong with me these days? Stacy, Mikey and Cloe are all worried that I'll be captured by Shawn again. I don't know how to reply Shawn and Brian. And Kea.... nevermind.
Life just ain't going smoothly for me. Neither is it for anyone right? Shall not rant on and on about my problems. There are much greater things people go through right?
Maybe. Just maybe, i should do the disappearing trick I did years ago. It might work. Just Maybe...
On a brighter note, I have completed a few papers. English down. Calculas Down. Chinese Down. World History Down. And another week to go! :D Praying for the French Lit paper to be easy!
아프다고 말하면 정말 아플 것
같아서슬프다고 말하면 눈물이 날 것
같아서그냥 웃지 그냥 웃지 그냥
웃지그런데 사람들이 왜 우냐고 물어

Maybe, Just maybe, if i disappeared, Everyone will be happy.
Whats this mixed feeling inside me?
Nono, I can't, I shan't and I won't.
" If Life is a box of chocolates, God must have gave me only dark ones. "
Love, Fany.